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anger [ang-er] - noun
a strong feeling of displeasure and belligerence aroused by a wrong; wrath; ire.
am feeling really sick today. nothing much i can do right now with headache, fever, cough, nose almost block and chilly feeling i have now and then. and the only best friend with me right now is water, panadol, my pillow and lappy. i just take 2 panadol and feeling a little better but we'll see it how later on. i blame it on the weather. i need to be well by friday as i hv an event on saturday and i need to be on top notch to handle the event.
today was not a good day. earlier this morning, i sorta agreed to accompany a friend of mine to getting his electrical appliances. we supposed to meet up at hartamas and i suppose to message him to confirm it. i went back to rest on bed and time flies. he called me whether am coming am not to which i said, i don't think so and told him to have fun on shopping spree. he said 'aiyerr.. don't want to friend you anymore!'.. am sorry dude. i really can't make it. am feeling under the weather and i have no mood to go out. so to that person, this is PUBLIC APOLOGY.. I'M SORRY!
after that, someone snapped on me and it triggered my anger. although i did not blow out my anger directly, but it is frustrating to think about it and deal with it especially when you are sick. the uncomfy feeling make me wanna scream and cry and nobody is listening.
nobody cares on what i've been through and i admit that am a more a reserved person. i keep things to myself. i have a problem speak up especially when come to problems and asking a favour but am learning to open up now and then. when i can get things done, i get frustrated and give up. anger creeps in and i started thinking negatively to which am not happy about.
i wish i could have a life that is without obstacles but then, it wouldn't be a life anymore if it is without any obstacles. sigh!
am listening to : set the fire to the third bar - snow patrol feat martha wainwright
a strong feeling of displeasure and belligerence aroused by a wrong; wrath; ire.
am feeling really sick today. nothing much i can do right now with headache, fever, cough, nose almost block and chilly feeling i have now and then. and the only best friend with me right now is water, panadol, my pillow and lappy. i just take 2 panadol and feeling a little better but we'll see it how later on. i blame it on the weather. i need to be well by friday as i hv an event on saturday and i need to be on top notch to handle the event.
today was not a good day. earlier this morning, i sorta agreed to accompany a friend of mine to getting his electrical appliances. we supposed to meet up at hartamas and i suppose to message him to confirm it. i went back to rest on bed and time flies. he called me whether am coming am not to which i said, i don't think so and told him to have fun on shopping spree. he said 'aiyerr.. don't want to friend you anymore!'.. am sorry dude. i really can't make it. am feeling under the weather and i have no mood to go out. so to that person, this is PUBLIC APOLOGY.. I'M SORRY!
after that, someone snapped on me and it triggered my anger. although i did not blow out my anger directly, but it is frustrating to think about it and deal with it especially when you are sick. the uncomfy feeling make me wanna scream and cry and nobody is listening.
nobody cares on what i've been through and i admit that am a more a reserved person. i keep things to myself. i have a problem speak up especially when come to problems and asking a favour but am learning to open up now and then. when i can get things done, i get frustrated and give up. anger creeps in and i started thinking negatively to which am not happy about.
i wish i could have a life that is without obstacles but then, it wouldn't be a life anymore if it is without any obstacles. sigh!
am listening to : set the fire to the third bar - snow patrol feat martha wainwright
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