something to ponder...

samantha : sex with an ex can be depressing. if it's good, you don't have it anymore. if it's bad, you just had sex with an ex.

weather: windy

my mind: book review

my joint: supermodelo

my ipod playing: star baby - sugiurumn

999, we're on fire

picture this:

24th Oct 2007
Wednesday
6.20 pm
phone rang

me: hello
ry: are you at home?
me: no. i'm on my way back to the office after my meeting.
ry: oh ok. joel just called. fire alarm was on and apparently our building got fire.
me: harrrrr? *panic*
ry: he just called and thought you are at home.
me: no le. but am just around the corner la.
ry: ok la. i just want to inform you.
*hang up*

i reached office area, i saw people are assembling at the front of block b & c. i saw my colleague gathering outside. black smoke filling up the area. word passing, 'car at lg3 burning'. i walked close by and saw ry and joel. minutes later, one guy said that one car at lg3 was burned and fire rescue settle everything. tenants can go back to the unit however, they are not allowed to go the parking bay area.

the smell of the smoke lingered around the lobby area.

managed to find the pic courtesy of people damansara perdana forum...

weather: sunny morning

my mind: shower + work

my joint: morning ray

am listening to: sound of my aquarium

something to ponder...

adam : come on, give me a little bj, up and down a couple times, you're done, it's easy!

samantha : easy? you men have no idea what we're dealing with down there. teeth placement, and jaw stress, and suction, and gag reflex, and all the while bobbing up and down, moaning and trying to breathe through our noses. easy? honey, they don't call it a job for nothin'!

weather: windy

my mind: zzzzZZZZ

my joint: coverage

my ipod playing: just - mark ronson feat phantom planet

soundbytes: oh my god - mark ronson feat lily allen

first single from his studio album, version. this song has a nice tune and i just found out that this is a cover version of kaiser chief under the same song.

this song is simply addictive. listen to it here.

enjoy!

weather: thundering

my mind: zzzzz

my joint: dj

my ipod playing: oh my god - mark ronson feat lily allen

the oh, the ah, the yes and

sometimes can be oh, god! oh, god! oh, god! (and you know you seen god multiple times!)

i was watching csi:ny season 4 and one of the case is, the girl was sitting on her chair at the pickles shop and she had an explosive orgasm and died in an instant. reason: she died due to allergic to a new designer drug that can help women achieve orgasm without having stimulated or involvement with sexual intercourse (this is how science help us, eh). but then, how men can achieve orgasm (in this context, ejaculation) without stimulated and intercourse.

so, i decided to check out what orgasm all about. what i found on wikipedia:

an orgasm (sexual climax) is the conclusion of the plateau phase of the sexual response cycle, and is experienced by both males and females. orgasm is characterized by intense physical pleasure, controlled by the involuntary, or autonomic, nervous system. it is accompanied by quick cycles of muscle contraction in the lower pelvic muscles, which surround the primary sexual organs and the anus. orgasms are often associated with other involuntary actions, including muscular spasms in other areas of the body, a general euphoric sensation, and, less frequently vocalizations.

men's orgasm:
during orgasm, a human male experiences rapid, rhythmic contractions of the anal sphincter, the prostrate, and the muscles of the penis. these contractions typically cause ejaculations -- they force stored semen to be expelled through the penis's urethral opening. the process takes from three to ten seconds, and is usually highly pleasurable.

as a man ages, normally the amount of semen he ejaculates diminishes, and so does the duration of orgasms. this does not normally affect the pleasurable feeling, but merely shortens its duration.

after ejaculation, a refractory period usually occurs during which a man cannot achieve another orgasm. this can be anywhere from less than a minute to several hours, depending on age and other individual factors.

as a man nears orgasm during stimulation of the penis, he feels an intense and highly pleasurable pulsating sensation of neuromuscular euphoria. these pulses begin with a throb of the anal sphincter and travel to the tip of the penis, the mouth also begins to water. they eventually increase in speed and intensity as the orgasm approaches, until a final "plateau" of pleasure sustained for several seconds, the orgasm.

during orgasm, semen is ejaculated and may continue to be ejaculated for a few seconds after the euphoric sensation gradually tapers off. it is believed that the exact feeling of "orgasm" varies from one man to another, but most agree that it is highly pleasurable.

female's orgasm:
a human female orgasm lasts much longer than that of the male. it is preceded by erection of the clitoris and moistening of the vaginal opening. some women exhibit a sex flush, a reddening of the skin over much of the body due to increased blood flow to the skin. as a woman nears orgasm, the clitorial glans moves inward under the clitoral hood, and the labia minora (inner lips) become darker. as orgasm becomes imminent, the outer third of the vagina tightens and narrows, while overall the vagina lengthens and dilates and also becomes congested from engorged soft tissue. the uterus then experiences muscular contractions. a woman experiences full orgasm when her uterus, vagina, anus, and pelvic muscles undergo a series of rhythmic contractions. most women find these contractions very pleasurable. after orgasm, the clitoris re-emerges from under the clitoral hood, and returns to its normal size, typically within ten minutes.

so, men can't fake orgasm with the explanation of the above. however, there are an arguments saying that yes, men can fake orgasm to certain extend. hmmmm...

very interesting eh, the way orgasm is? we enjoy having it very much, don't we? but do we know how to achieve it more by understand orgasm? ponder ponder..

weather: sunny sunday morning

my mind: need to rush to the loo

my joint: country diva

my ipod playing: i know you won't - carrie underwood

thought at 2.45 am

a scene at work in the afternoon today...

him: eb, can you be a writer to write about our ATCENone tomorrow?
me: huh? why me?
him: i heard that you have a good writing skills?
me: huh? who told you? him: *eyes to the ceiling* got la, someone!
me: huh? who? him: can you help us to write it?
me: you serious? me taking photo also and me lead dancing also
him: hmmmm.. wait, let me asked vt first. *run towards vt and disappear*

then me go mcdonalds, to chow down chicken mcdeluxe and fries!!

gawd, am flattered! someone said am good in writing? geezzz, i can write about crappy stuff laaaaaa..

a scene at dinner today..

him: oh you got blog?
me: yeah
him: friendster or blogspot?
me: i don like friendster *chow down loh mee* *chew chew chew* friendster blog crappy le.
him: yeah, you cannot do decoration one?
me: *chew chew chew* yeah.. cannot one! *drink leong cha*
him: oh, got one blog, very funny one, ahyap.com
me: huh? never heard le?
him: funny but informative.
me: ok *my heart said i need to check out about this blog then*
him: also, cibailang.com this one very rude one.
me: oh ok. usually i read blog of my friend one, music blog and politics blog. him: oh ok. i don't like those financial blog one, but got people actually read this. actually, people will read your blog if you have something to write. but if you write like today i eat char siew pow, then i go here and then i do this.. boring la! must write like, today i eat char siew pow and it remind me of.... *pause* *blink*
me: yeah, true la. *i cannot tahan already, need to say it* come la. visit my blog. ernieatpink.blogspot.com *me going around explaining why i have 2 blogs* yada yada yada. e r n i e a t p i n k.blogspot.com
him: ok, i'll check out the blog when am free la.
me: ok

then we leave the kopitiam with the smell of yaw char koay tagging along with us!!!

there are closeted reader of my blog and am honour that each and everyone of you are reading it. take me gawd, 10 mins to write about this and am having eyes (almost) wide shut...

weather: don't know, can't see, air cond on

my mind: sleeeeeeeep but hungweeeee

my joint: teenyboopers

my ipod playing: we're all in this together - high school musical kiddos

sweet 16

picture this, birthday boy/girl getting ready for big day, parent scratching head for budget, party planner having nightmare, fashion's boutique ready to swipe your parent's plastic card, the cake come with expensive icing, car's dealer making money, you have dj spinning happy birthday song for you, friends (direct and indirect) are dying to be at your party, boyfriend break up with you and want to patch things up after see your sexy entrance at the birthday bash and most of all, you got more that what you asked for.. SUPER SWEET 16 party!

now picture this, birthday boy/girl getting ready for big day, parent busy cooking at the kitchen, your party planner is your siblings, your aunt helped to designed your birthday outrageous outfit, you don't have a grand sexy entrance that your boyfriend can drool at, your gift wrapped nicely under the table and possibly getting miniature hot wheels cars, your cake is donald duck's face smiling and 16 candles, your cousins can't wait to sing happy birthday song and seeing you blow the candle, you invited all your classmates but only few turn up, and best of all you also got to celebrate sweet 16 party!

which one you think is real? ponder! ponder!

weather: windy

my mind: foooooooooooooooooooood

my joint: rock chic

my ipod playing: u + ur hand (dj echo remix) - p!nk

quote of the day

I can resist everything except temptation...
oscar wilde

weather: sunny

my mind: office in a while

my joint: silence

am listening to: sound of fan

yummy yummy yummy

paris hilton does carl's jr

was meant to post this but totally forgotten about it until i browse through the folder of my picture.

i went to carl's jr last weekend with adrian. suddenly i have a crave for the food. i'm expecting a place like mcdee or kfc or burger king. however, this place is way too different for the rest of fast food chains. first of all, the shop ain't that big. it located at the small area of one utama where there was less human traffic. however, they served big appetizing charbroiled burger with bottomless drink!

the downside of this place, the price is too expensive for a fast food (at least to malaysian) comparing them to the rest of the competitors. but the upside of this restaurant is that all their items food are freshly done and you could tell that it was made fresh. to me, i don't mind once a while for huge burger. plus they have salsa bar also.. hehehe

overall, this is place for you to makan after you getting your big pay check at the end of the month. the rest of the days, we can sit at mcdees for good fries and yes, mcdees open 24 hrs!

some mouthwatering snapshots...

weather: windy

my mind: sleepy

my joint: ex-mickey mouse club

my ipod playing: hurt - xtina aguilera

someting to ponder..

everybody wants to go to heaven; but nobody wants to die...
unknown

weather: wet

my mind: sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

my joint: ghetto diva

my ipod playing: baby - angie stone feat betty wright

the sweet escape (to the mall)

weee ooooooh! weeee ooooooh! weeeee oooooooh! weeeee oooooh!

klang valley are truly blessed with sooooooo many god damn malls. we have small one to the big one to the soooo ohmygaystars! fagolous mall... to us this is what we called our daily/weekend playground. we don't see kids playing around the playground anymore, we don't see parents picnic-king at the park anymore but what you still can see at the park are those aunties practicing line dancing and of cos the qi gong geng and not to metioned the jog geng (still got also la).

malls, the greatest human constructions (ok, that really over the top), are part of daily our routine. it is a place for us to meet, date, walk and of cos shop, what else. it is a sweet escape for us after a long hard day/week. for me at least.

today, am still at the mood swing. confronted the mood (yes, i do intercommunications a lot) and my feet itchy to walk around one u, for no particulcar reason. i had a sms confrontations with adrian and it does not help either. the best way.. to the sweet escape! made my way to the mall, and adrian called me up as he already cancel the dinner with his colleague. so gonna meet him up there. i agreed to go separate way cos i need to be alone for time being.

so i walk from new wing to old wing, up and down, hi and lo. it was good breezy. seeing human behaviour. i put on my earphone, turn on my ipod and there, i was struffing around one u. painting it pink (ok, that sound too much, really!). my feet floating and hardly touch the tile floor of the mall. it feel so nice. went to one shope after another. exploration. it has been ages since i do this. i end up buying essential burning oil... hmmmmm..

then meeting him before heading for dinner at restaoran maulana (18 jam). one of my fav mamak hang out at ttdi!

weather: wet

my mind: mana, mana RM500,000?

my joint: angels with dirty faces

my ipod playing: my love is pink - sugababes

what's in my mind?

ah yes, my favorite cat! speak it out, puss!

weather: rainy

my mind: hungweeee

my joint: teenyboopers

am watching: high school musical on youtube

quote of the day

work is the curse of the drinking classes...

oscar wilde

my mood: holiday

my mind: lunch

my joint: workmate

my ipod playing: brave - jlo

the stories about: visiting mall

this is what typical malaysian would do when they do not have anything to do.. visiting mall, enjoyed the free air conditioner..

well, you all heard.. 3 new addition of HUGE mall just recently unveil their curtains to visitors and your truly happens to a hundreds of people who have seen the new malls.

honestly, nothing to say la. i mean as malaysian, we have seen how this mall grew bigger and bigger, and expanding side ways, both ways, expanding vertically etc. but i do salute those big shots that dreaming about building this mega malls to fill up the empty lands of klang valley. i mean we could do more with this space to counter poverty.. gosh, what am i saying? yada yada yada..

and they are...

mall no 1
the garden @ mid valley
nothing much to say.. it was the first mall that open its door this year. it has good location (we are talking about mid valley). the shops are 'expensive' one, you won't be see any local stuff around here (that is my perceptions so far). however, it failed to live up to the expectation of being 'the garden' except with real plants! its new and everybody flocking at that area. the department store 'robinson' did not impressed me at all but then again, some of their clothes is nice. did not step into isetan as they all the same. overall, 3.5 stars of 5!

below are the snapshots...

mall no 2
the pavilion kuala lumpur
ohmygaystars! this mall is huge! the moment you step into the mall, you can stop noticing how big it was that you forgotten about suria klcc. we talking about two floor shops, exciting area to walk around, lotsa of corners to explore and they have huge parkson (to which i do not agree why parkson awarded the anchor tenant for pavilion), however, it is exciting. my feet is tired after walking a few round the floor and i have to finish a few more floors. the great things about pavilion is that, tangs is back! yay! love their shoes. i still have the pair that i bought from tangs @ starhill (those of the days). shops are mid to expensive international brand. some of the shops that you can find at other mall, given a good make over to suit the concept of the pavilion. overall, 4 stars of 5.

below are the snapshots...

mall no 3
sunway carnival mall
oh well, this mall expanding to meet the demands from surround neighbourhood. its about time for them to do it. the mall is new and yes, i have the same experience as old one.. confusion! i get confused about the mash of the concepts. egypt-middle eastern-malaysian? i don't know, but i love the concept of their directory, very edgy techy kinda style (too bad i didn't snap pic for share, guess need to go there to see it for yourself). other than that, the mall divided into orange area and blue area (don't asked me why they label in such a way). not many shops open already but jusco finally arrived at sunway shores. however, i personally didn't like this jusco. it had a bad planning of built area. it cramped in a way. anyway, popular's book store is big and i saw roof leaking at one part of the store.. hmmmm! however, looking around the mall, a lot of new exciting shops open soon. overall, 3.5 stars of 5.

below are the snapshots..

there you have it... 3 malls in 3 different locations - kl centre, between kl and pj, and pj.. perfecto!

my mood: sleepy

my mind: need to wake up early

my joint: ghetto mama

my ipod playing: ...& on - erykah badu

the stories about

nothing to shout about this long weekend holidays. am practically bumping around the house. wasted? din think so.. i think i rested well until i feel very very bored at home. the raya mod kick in in each everyone way one week before it happens. by the time the raya weekend, most of people (including non muslim) gear up for long weekend and our muslim friends are getting ready for the event of the year..

thursday
meeting was early cos company is treating everyone for berbuka puasa. so, we went to nearby mamak for the event. no biggy, just us with big laugh, loud talking and of cos, we are always demanding for discount from this shop (reason: we are regular there and we should be given discount as customer loyalty program).

friday
practically quiet day at work... half of the office took day off. nothing much! really.

saturday
big day for our muslim friend and so to us. we are heading to open house at three locations (but i agreed to two only). at 11 am, all of us (ec, cs, ms, gsc and me) heading to bangi. our very own d'woman house, su's house. we welcome by warm smile and yes.. lotsa good food!

after su's house, we depart to port dickson for idz's house. gc and myself planning to see pnb ilham resort for gis camp in the coming weeks after idz's house. along the way, the traffic moved slow, i mean really slow. ec decided to cancel the visit and gc and myself drove straight away to the venue. it took us god 2 hrs to reach the destination... sigh!

sunday
woke up late. and then lazying around the house. feeling hungry but lazy to cook or tapau food. so decided to wait for adrian. he came back frm mh's house around 2 pm and straight went to have anap.. bummer! i have the urged to eat fast food, to be exact carl's junior! so, i plan after chow down burger, watch movie. managed to get the bourne utlimatum tixs (thks to m2u, i get a good seat).

monday
visit sunway latest mall and had a terrible mood swing.. until now!

my mood: frustrated

my mind: am hungweee

my joint: ex-crack diva

my ipod playing:one of those days - whitney houston

the conversation about

today had a chat with a friend of mine and he was questioning about his relationship. it was hell good solid years he has been with him. somehow he felt that both of them has drifted apart away (this conversation was soooo drama i tell you)..

me: eh, hi! wassup?
him: no le, busy ar? can talk?
me: ok le. can la (i walked into a quiet room). hang on!
*silence*
me: yeah! wassup?
him: so sien la. my bf and i like drifting away.
me: huh? i thot you guys the most lovable couple beside me and my bf.. hahahaha.. seriously! what happen?
him: don't know la. so long have not, have you know with him. he is like lost interest. eh you think i put on weight ar? last time you see me did i put on weight?
me: harrrrrr! *silence* (seriously, i don know how to carry this conversation). no la, you are fine to me.
him: maybe he can get it up when he see me? i did walk in front of him naked, but he like ignore only!
me: oi! do i have to visualize it? ewwwww
him: how? you think viagra can help ar? do you think he's having an affair? (in whispering mode)
me: i don't think so la. you just being over sensitive. he loves you what and you know that. why are you feeling insecure?
him: i don't know la. he like don't like have sex one.
me: eh don't la ask me for advise on how to make him take u to his hole! i mean u cannot force someone to do it right? if force, it call rape ma! (laugh). not everything about sex to make a relationship happy. a lot of other things to do ma. you guys can do together. what he's into, join him etc.
him: am serious ernie, can't think of any?
me: i tell you what, why don't you guys talk it out? i mean no point also la you talk to me and not doing anything about it. *grin* point to him the things that make you not satisfy including sex etc la.
him: true la. ok, talk to him later la.
me: eh, come on la, this is small thing one. no need sooo drama drama one. just talk it out.
him: ok le
me: eh, today malaysia first cosmonaut lifted to space hor?
him: yeah, the cosmonaut cute eh?
me: *silence* .......

see, how fast human thinking shift from one to another, all in the name so called good looking guy! sigh!

weather: dry + windy

my mind: zzzzzz

my joint: idols

my ipod playing: this is my now - jordin sparks

happy + explosive

today was relatively a 'fun' day at work. somehow i enjoyed most of the time at work today. maybe am very productive to do a lot of things today. during weekely meeting, was gleaming with smile.. damn good feel!

weather: windy

my mind: zzzzz

my joint: afro gang

my ipod playing: ain't got you - kevin michael

where?

it has been months (yes)..
where are you? (i'm always here)..
where?

i feel the presence
but i don't see you
the smell of you... everywhere
i can't reach you
where are you? (I'm always here)

it felt cold inside
it felt torture inside
not be able to talk, laugh and cry
like all the time we had...
where are you? (i'm always here)

where?
where?

weather: windy

my mind: where are you?

my joint: evergreen

am listening to: you must love me - mimi lo

re: dear santa

dear santa, christmas definitely comes early. thanks for granted one of wish from last christmas..

last weekend, i gotten myself an iPod. device that i've been wanting to have since 1st gen of it out in the market. i've got the black 80GB iPod classic.

below is the snapshot of it...

sweet! my music is going anywhere with me..

weather: sunny

my mind: zzz after lunch

my joint: co worker

my ipod playing: staying together - jennifer lopez